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Monday, October 05, 2009

Some of the thoughts in my head

 
  • Why don't I have a dad. I WISH I could have what my other girlfriends have... a daddy. When I imagine a relationship with an olderman like that of a "father" I don't imagine love, I imagine perverted, drug abusing, sexists. I wish I had a daddy. I don't think I have ever called anyone daddy...
  • It looks like I will get to see my boyfriend once a month for just a weekend. That bothers me. If I love him but need his nearness, is it worth breaking up over?
  • I, for once in my entire life, was able to pay rent with a little left over in the bank. God is so good.
  • With the help of my roommates and one of their boyfriends, we revived my dead laptop. It MIGHT completly rise from the dead with the new stick of RAM I purchased. If that is the case, Tyler will return the laptop he just bought for me and put that money toward getting a car.
  • It feels wonderful, PERFECT, not having to go to school or worry about papers... that type of stress reduced my life by many years. I guarentee it. I am living now!
  • I have borrowed some money from my best friend. She cancled my debts. I only owe her $35 now. Yay!
  • I found a great dress for the Marine Corps Ball. I was looking for red, but we found this white ad cold strapless classic looking dress. It's lovely and looks great on me. I wanted to veer from white because.. well a white dress is too special of a dress for the Marine Birthday. But it's a gorgeous dress.
  • The Ball might be the next time I get to see my love. :(
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Well I'm glad to hear about the rent thing!

I'm sorry to hear about wanting a dad. I will admit that I'm quite lucky in that area, but don't let it make you think you're less of a person in anyway for not growing up with that influence. You seem to have done very well to me and know how you'll want to raise your child if you ever have one!

Good luck and keep your chin up!
Posted 10/6/2009 10:10 PM by kohawkrachel Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply


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